not call in.

today i overslept through my 6am-10am shift at victoria’s secret and i was late 20 minutes to chill because i overslept. i’m not my bosses’ best friend right now i suppose. currently considering buying 3 alarm clocks cuz when i sleep….. I SLEEP. i feel horrible. okay good bye.

p.s. still cant stop thinking of it and how stupid i am hahahaha.

it takes as little as a part-time job to realize that people should really do what they want in life. i mean… i’ve known this all my life, but now i REALLY know. just thinking about the hatred i have for working at one of my jobs…. oh lord. i know i should quit, but i just never have the courage to those kinda things; especially knowing that i haven’t worked there for that long. i honestly don’t know why i feel so bad about wanting to quit when i barely give a shit about that place/the people. the only thing i really like is the discount and i mean who doesn’t like a discount right? so i guess i shouldn’t be complaining because i’m at blame for not even having the courage to quit! but this is tumblr and i can rant and do whatever i want… so i’ll do whatever i want!

i guess i wrote all of this because i’m happy that i’m actually going into something that i want to do and not something that someone else wants me to (yes, now we are talking about schooling for my future full-time job). to think that i was actually going to pull through with nursing….. honestly, would you want me to be your nurse?! i’d probably kill you! so bless everyone that actually has the guts and smarts to be an actual nurse. but getting back to the point… i just changed my major a semester ago and i know i have a long way to go to finish what i want to be. heck, i have to start on my portfolio and whatever pre-reqs i have left, but in all honesty i couldn’t be happier even though i complain every second about how school is terrible. sure it’s super hard right now, especially because this kinda thing is all new to me, but i’m sure if i work hard enough it’ll be all worth it in the end… and that’s what keeps me hopeful.

wow. i actually made a long post about school and my major because of how much victoria’s secret has impacted me (in a NEGATIVE WAY). i guess it’s because i just looked at my schedule and i’m scheduled for an on-call today, i work tomorrow, and then i work all weekend next week. why must they do this to me? help, people, help! cross your fingers that i wont have to come into work tomorrow!…. which i probably will because it’s a friday :/

well, i should sleep now. i have a math test to take today because i procrastinate. and may i add that i did not study at all for it and i know none of the material. good job, ashley! wingin’ it since 1991!